yeah but no

maybe if my heart stops,
It wont hurt like it does some times.
but it feels so good when you make it swell.
maybe if my heart stops,
no one can steal it like they do sometimes.
but it feels so good when you trade me for yours.
maybe if my heart stops
I wont have to guard it like I do sometimes.
but it feels so good when you look after it.
maybe if my heart stops
I wont have to fix it like I do sometimes.
but you mend it so well.
I wont have to make it whole like I do sometimes.
but you share in spoiled love.
I wont have to answer to anyone.
but it feels so good when you answer me.
slash / hack // sever /// slice
Im cutting these already deteriorating ties.
ties that leave me
stretched & tormented.
and I'm giving into you.
me? a try at infatuation again?
secrets shared with one another?
no never.
I can't give in.
but it feels so good to give up.
you better not.