Let the sunlight in, brighten up your day.

Acceptance means you've won.
You've won the battle royale.
Not dealing, not ignoring, not denying, not fabricating. Not hoping, wishing, and trying to make it so it isn't so.
Accepting.
Accepting means you can move on.
That you can take a deep breath and let go.
Its doesn't mean you can't still be sad sometimes.
You just have to remember you won't be driving those roads anymore, you won't be looking into those eyes the way you used to. Those arms won't be wrapped around you again. You won't call that number at your highest and your lowest and in between.
And when you can accept that...

You can be happy again.

You can take deep breaths and be happy again.
You just have to accept its over and be honest with yourself.

I'm not saying I am perfectly okay.
I am not saying I know everything.
I'm just saying I know what I'm feeling and this fog is beginning to lift, these demons are dispursing, and the cold is starting to leave my extremities.


Baby steps. Believe me.
Just don't go rushing me.