best believe we ridin if the fan belts runnin

I guess I just wish timing wasn't such a huge issue.
but everything happens for some strange reason.
lately its been so spur of the moment.
these past split second decision filled months have changed my life.
I am 22 years old. young.
I've just barely gotten a taste of life.
I've got a lot left to experience.
I want to get the best outta this life I live.
I'm sick of being sad and miserable.
this winter was the most stressful I've ever had.
my head and heart were in sailor knots.
70 degree and up weather has defrosted what's left of them.
my heads clearer.
my hearts stronger.
I stick to my morals, keep my dignity, & follow my heart.
I do my best to not be caught up in unnecessary hurtful things.
the people I love know who they are.
I don't lie, cheat, or steal.
I keep it real and hate bullshit.
I say what I mean and I mean what I say.
if you don't hear it from me then its probably not true..
I'm happy for my friends in whatever they do as long as its not hurting me or them.
I'm thankful for every single person whose influenced me this past few months.
I've worked really hard inside this cocoon.
Now I just really want to show off my inner beauty and float.
I want to do everything I've ever wanted to.