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first one to find it wins prolonged eye contact!

home improvement;

your letters were drunkenly misspelled.
misplaced punctuation & jumbled adorably.
your words still meant the same as if you said them.
I think we are made for each other too.

straight line baby, straight, straight down.

"The Mab whispered to her about how it had once been - orchards of fruit trees instead of freeways, skies so clear you could hear the stars singing, flowers growing over every house, deer and coyotes racing through the backyards, the ocean visible from every hilltop, swirling with mermaids and sea dragons of foam."

baby sneezes;

nothing stays the same.
this makes & breaks everything.
I'm sitting in my car watching the sheets of rain hit my windows, my wipers clear my windshield for a split second, then the droplets slam, splatter, bead, & roll down.
there's lightning & thunder & I'm calculating the location of the the storm.
6 miles.
getting farther.

rain makes me happy with everything / everyone it reminds me of.

I want to get back in bed, open my balcony door, crack a bottle of reisling, & listen to the rain outside with someone who matters while the sun goes down.

birthday sex, birthday sex

I would like to make sure that I keep in mind to continue to have a bonfire / camping / cookout / picnic / canoe trip / walkabout / road trip / sleep in late / stay up till the birds chirp/ balcony drink fest / drug trip / music filled / dance off / pants off typa summer.

keep it crackin like a bubble
pop pop pop.
just sayin.
ya dig?

"Messy pittosporums & orange trees littered the sidewalk, & a fancy iron gate barred the way.

He smiled then. That was when she fell in love, right then, as he lifted the chain & opened the gate. Showing her it wasn't really locked, just wound around to look that way. He was a boy who knew things, things that looked one way but proved to be another."

best believe we ridin if the fan belts runnin

I guess I just wish timing wasn't such a huge issue.
but everything happens for some strange reason.
lately its been so spur of the moment.
these past split second decision filled months have changed my life.
I am 22 years old. young.
I've just barely gotten a taste of life.
I've got a lot left to experience.
I want to get the best outta this life I live.
I'm sick of being sad and miserable.
this winter was the most stressful I've ever had.
my head and heart were in sailor knots.
70 degree and up weather has defrosted what's left of them.
my heads clearer.
my hearts stronger.
I stick to my morals, keep my dignity, & follow my heart.
I do my best to not be caught up in unnecessary hurtful things.
the people I love know who they are.
I don't lie, cheat, or steal.
I keep it real and hate bullshit.
I say what I mean and I mean what I say.
if you don't hear it from me then its probably not true..
I'm happy for my friends in whatever they do as long as its not hurting me or them.
I'm thankful for every single person whose influenced me this past few months.
I've worked really hard inside this cocoon.
Now I just really want to show off my inner beauty and float.
I want to do everything I've ever wanted to.

doug

"I stayed under your porch, because I love you."

waiting.

only time will tell.

"life is a matter of a miracle that is collected over time by moments flabbergasted to be in each others presence."

:D