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astrovanstarship: shred hard little waverunner, shred hard.

like, really know you.

I want to get to know people more. real life. real people.
as i type on an internet blog. HA.
look for me.
bringing back the hardy handshake one shake at a time.
I want to meet you.

Got a mouth full of blood.
Don't make promises, kids.
You can't keep them.
Don't grow up to fast, kids.
You can't relive this.
Don't blink, kids.
You can't miss this.

YO

"One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance I took my nephew to disneyland but instead I drove him to a burnt down building. I said "oh no it looks like disneyland burnt down" he cried but deep down i think he thought it was a good joke."

truth is

you are new and improved but I am one of a kind.

pulled over.

"After the events of last night Im bruised.
 Emotionally.
 Crazy people act like this.
 Maybe I've finally driven myself mad.
 Screaming out every bit of frustration inside my body, and I still don't think it's sunk in yet.
 Brains can do funny things.
 I'm at a loss for everything. My body has been running on auto pilot. Only now it's trying to run double time, to cover a double life. Nothing is okay about that. A girl should be accepted for who she is 150 percent, if you're "in it for the long haul" that is.
 I can't pretend that these things don't bother me. I wont pretend that these things are not a huge part of me. Call it what you want. Childish, immature, stupid, lame...etc. 20 years old means I have a lot of ground to cover, faces to see, places to go, beers to consume, and mistakes to be made. End of story. I will not change who I am to suit anyone else.
 I may be a drunk at times, but I have a good god damn time.
 Momma, remember when I said you'd be there to help me pick up the pieces. I think it's time. Ily."

nm//

new.

sj- have you ever met someone that you know is going to be important?

aj- how do you know they will be important?

sj- im not sure.

aj- from who you had before them.

sj- what if you never want to remember the one before him?
aj- you can't really know where you're going untill you know where you've been.

it is what it is.