Sleep is for the light hearted.

gabe - "are stuffed jalapeno pepper poppers peppers that have been stuffed with some stuff so they pop?"

CAN'T WAIT

for the fucking state to let go of my babygirl.

“The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.” -CP
ps. ratch I am in love with your dress. now you know this.
almost as much as I am with you.
and let me tell you how much I loved reading my drunks ass' bbm's from last night.

TO DO LIST:

rearrange my apartment.
get allergy tested.
make my own clothes.
brew my own sweet tea.
be sunkissed forever.
cook at least 2 meals from a cooking magazine a week.
start my back/side tattoo.
keep growing my hair out about 12 more inches on my hair so I can feel it on my ass like I used to.
take less things personal.
camp out on a beach.
make eye contact with more people.
smile at more strangers.
have a belated birthday party.
not get pissed in traffic.
get my bike from my moms.
repaint my room.
finish my disney art projects.
drop acid.
throw out everything I'm holding on to for no reason.
frame my large format photos.
prove to myself I can do yoga.
eat more fruits & veggies.
stretch every morning.
get my eyes read.
try theophostics.
take more night rides.
go to a spa for a whole day.
grind my own coffee.
grow my own herb.
wear all my heels more.
shop at thrift stores I haven't been to.
get more things from farmers markets.
take more photos.
(Upload more photos.)
jog in the arb.
quit holding grudges.
take a dancing class with jordan.
donate old clothes.
finish my associates degree.
decide where I want to move.

gorillas smoking hookah.

"Have you seen the nissan "cube: mobile device" car its the ugliest fucking thing I've ever seen"

"Dude! Its so fucking stupid looking. I bet if you buy one, your kids will come out retarded"

I spent yesterday in bed with the worst worst severe pains in my abdomen.
All day in the fetal position, crying.
I spent last night in the emergency room on an IV, crying.
Untill I got a morphine shot.
Then I had to have a pelvic exam at 6:30am by a man for the first time in my life.
But I was on morphine... sooo... I wasn't really to bugged out.
& I got a scrpt for vicodin.
Saying little prayers that this all doesn't get too serious.

Monday tomorrow.
Art Fair this week.
Old Greg is on adult swim right now.

"I loved his whitecastle & fuckin... monster energy collection."

"That's bullshit, 3 interviews, for dennys?"

"Its my nice phone, see the big crack on the screen?"

"Its way closer from here."

"Tierd."

"Dude I'm making myself bleed. Mosquitos."

like wounded doves:

all pretty things bleed.

"We are on a whole different level, you & me."
"I'd still kiss you if you had a spider in your mouth"

shwing

glow in the dark condoms are like DIY dick light sabers.

"DID YOU SAY SOMETHING?

that's what I thought.
you can't say nuffin.
wait'll I get my money right."

went to monroe last night. met some really amazing characters. went to mcdonalds breakfast at 5:30 or something silly in the morning with JH, AW, & HP. Then sat on the floor of the Reumes & ate it & bs-ed before we all passed out.

"Just letting you guys know... I'm really drunk. But I figure we are half way there so..."

38. 34. 3. 4.

I love my life.

barbie swimsuits.

"since the day I met her, I haven't left her."
"I told him I loved him in a mexican resturant."

nights like this;

"Once upon a time there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. And they grew next to each other. And every day the straight tree would look at the crooked tree and he would say, "You're crooked. You've always been crooked and you'll continue to be crooked. But look at me! Look at me!" said the straight tree. He said, "I'm tall and I'm straight." And then one day the lumberjacks came into the forest and looked around, and the manager in charge said, "Cut all the straight trees." And that crooked tree is still there to this day, growing strong and growing strange."